A year in Tokyo and Not in KL

Woo.... It is still cannot imagine i have been in this metro-city over a year. What I learned, I earned, I listened and I shared, I really really appreciated and enjoyed. I have experienced what I have never ever get again, i presumed! But, I still have to thank all the people who lend their hand for me and share all the happiness and grieves. I am supposed a guy who really active, over-active, sensitive and sensible, but i might be the one who extremely go beyond it, but in here i truly learn to give and take, still in learning.

A year ago, i was single then change my status to Not-available!!! Super-Married gal. It is again i am the most gifted and lucky guy had my current lovely wife. I thank her comprehensiveness and forgiveness of my Unsound job! superb unsound and insensible job that no one really go on it. I really cannot carry on this way i believe. I have to decide to get it out of me sooooooooooooon.

So, next to my coming lovely baby girl, i wish i will carry you once you born from time to time forever, i believe i will. No one leave their family for the sake of the sake, what sake? You take then you have to give it back or let go. Sure, nothing is perfect, no one wanna be the perfect guy in this wonderful world, not even a super-----------man, for what to super?

Just be ordinary? who else would be, someone or anyone want to be. Ya, no one. But once you are no longer to get satisfaction, you are no longer to be. I feel tired of this life with WANT. no body like it but it is life to get along and get by.